Sienna

Updated Transgender Survey Numbers are:

50% Call themselves Cross Dressers and/or Transvestites.....47% Call themselves Transsexuals.....78% are at least 31 years old.....31% are over 50 years old.....94% are Male-to-Female TG.....25% have been fired directly or indirectly for being TG....13% has had physical property damaged for being TG.....88% has had college of some level.....38% rarely get out in public.....the Avg age most started "dressing" was a little over 12.....44% of those taking the survey make over $50,000....38% has thought about Suicide seriously or attempted suicide....9% Republican....28% Democrat....28% Christian....50% has a minimum of a 4 year college degree....56% Employeed.  TG Persons can take the survey at http://www.siennatg.org/siennasurvey.htm.  Have a nice day and share your Love and not your mascara! 

The survey is still early in numbers so not yet valid but here are some early numbers:

58% Say they are Cross dressers, 85% are over 31, 23% have been fired indirectly or directly for just being transgender, 81% has had some college, 35% do NOT take hormones, Started at an average of around 10 years old, 50% make an income over $50,000, 31% have thought seriously or attempted suicide, 8% Republican, 23% Democrat, 31% Christian.  If you are transgender and have not completed the survey go to www.siennatg.org. 

Bilerico, USA

TransParent: At My Son's Wedding

Filed by: Michele O'Mara

February 16, 2010 7:00 PM

Michele,

My son and his fiancée are getting married in June. I'm an MTF

transsexual whose been living full-time for nearly 5 years. Both my

son and his fiancée are generally accepting and often invite me to

social occasions with their friends. His fiancée comes from a

well-to-do family and the wedding reception will be at their country

club. Since transitioning, I've met her father and mother, and it's

quite clear they are very status-oriented.

My son approached me several weeks back and told me that his

fiancée asked that I not reveal my relationship to him and his fiancée

at the wedding or reception. I'm not a part of the ceremonies, but I

am paying for the rehearsal dinner. My initial reaction was

disappointment, but I did understand that this is her (and his) day

and wanted to respect their wishes. I've been planning to go along

with it...

Yesterday, my son told me that I wasn't going to be invited to the

bridal shower either. I was disappointed and it made me realize that I

hadn't come to grips with my hurt feelings. I want to do what's best

for all of us, but I also believe that I need to be as "out there" as

possible because I wouldn't have had the life I do if it weren't for

the courage of my trans brothers and sisters who've gone before me.

I have lots of thoughts going through my mind about how to handle

the situation. Should I just go with the flow and be there for them,

but essentially invisible? Should I call them out on it so they'll

understand how they've made me feel and then just go with it? Should I

just attend the wedding itself, and skip the rehearsal dinner and

reception? Or, should I tell them that if they want to invite me, I

won't go along with the charade?

Troubled TransParent

Thank you for sharing your dilemma with me. I really sense the

heartache in this decision. I suspect there is heartache for your son

too.

Who are these requests regarding your (non)participation designed to

please? Your son or your future daughter-in-law? Her parents? When he

asks you to not make your relationship known, from whom is it he is

seeking to withhold this information and for what and whose benefit?

Seems to me that this is a good teaching moment. Not about transgender

issues though, about relationships, namely family relationships. I

suspect your son is experiencing shame about the "differences" in your

family, and he may be fearing the judgment of strangers and he may

fear his new in-laws judgment of you. It's hard to tell who he is

protecting, and whose need is being met by asking you to lay low. It's

possible he wants to protect you, even if his efforts end up hurting

you more. We humans are imperfect like that.

Other possibilities that strike me about what might be going on are

that his non-traditional family brings up shame for him that he has

not figured out how to address. This is a great opportunity to explore

that (though probably at greater length after the wedding when stress

levels resume to a more predictable baseline level.)

While your gender transition is obviously influencing this situation

for your son, it strikes me as more an issue about how he's (not)

managing his feelings, standing up to his fiancée and expressing what

is important to him (i.e. having you visible at his wedding), his

potential shame, his fears of his own rejection by her family, and

possibly a whole set of other worries unrelated to you that when your

gender piece is placed on top of those other worries, he fears that

last straw will surely break the proverbial camel's back.

Talk to him about how he's feeling and what his fears are about your

wedding involvement and (in)visibility. There's too much room for

misunderstanding without adequate communication about what's really

going on here. Weddings are so stressful, and much like holidays, they

begin to establish a hierarchy of important relationships. You are

wise to be concerned about the precedent being established here. Get

more information about what these requests mean, and whether or not

they are actually his - or if he is relaying them for someone else

(like his in-laws or fiancee) before you decide how to respond.

Talk to him. Share with him your understanding of his feelings and

your desire to support him in making this day special. Share with him

your concern that he picked up shame about his family and the

differences. Tell him that you love him and you want what is best for

him.

Most of this is about him. He's the one in the hot seat, but this next

part is your task. Teach him how to treat you. Gently, respectfully,

and with compassion let him know what will work and will not work. If

you cannot celebrate his wedding from the shadows where you are not

acknowledged or included, I would be honest with him. Give him the

opportunity to learn - not about transgender issues at this point -

that's not what this is about. Rather about your relationship. It's

about his ability to stand up for what's important to him. It's about

your ability to stand up for what is important to you.

At the end of the day, I get the feeling you both have a similar

struggle. Weddings are a team sport. He's not the only one making

decisions. Get more information. Be compassionately direct with him

about your feelings. Teach him how to treat you. Show him how to be

true to himself by modeling this behavior.

http://www.bilerico.com/2010/02/transparent_at_my_sons_wedding.php

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Our first Sienna and the City was a success in some ways and not a success in other ways.  I decided that I was going to stay with the schedule even if no one showed.  So, since I am in the middle of moving I was a little behind schedule but got to KT's at about 6:40pm.  I didn't see anyone but Tracie told me later that she was there.  After I ate, I went to Tryangles and hung out there a little...and no one showed there either.  So, I went early to Connections (out of the schedule) but got to Starbase Q on schedule.  While at Q I met Russ that works for Volunteer's of America...so that was good.  Stacie met me at Starbase Q and we hung out a while there and then went to Woody's...we had a good time.